it would appear that there are forces taking over my sleep center. i now have an internal clock that has reset to awaken me at anywhere from 1:30 am to 3:00 am and it doesn't matter what time i go to bed! this has been going on for 3 (yes that is three) months now and if i don't get some sleep soon, i can't be held responsible for my actions. i try napping during the day, but those naps only last about 20 minutes at best. power naps- it seems.
friends have commented that they don't know how i have managed to keep such a nice demeanor. my thinking is - that it doesn't do anybody any good to be a grouch - there's nothing i or anybody can do about the situation currently, other than ride it out. right? the biggest issue i find i face, is the problem with typing. i can't seem to type worth a sh*t right now and it is really frustrating. letters get transposed, words get left out even though my brain says they are there. i have to read and re-read every thing i write. the rest of my life seems to be running in slow motion while everything around me is running normal speed. what a weird feeling that is.
on the plus side - my house is really, really clean - i'm sure my neighbors love hearing the vacuum running at all hours of the morning but that's too bad...
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